Sunday 16 January 2011

Kyoto in Winter

Kyoto in Winter
link to a Web photo album:
http://picasaweb.google.com/d.karmapolice/KyotoInWinter?authkey=Gv1sRgCJ-v5u7dxJaaKQ&feat=directlink

Otherwise grey and gloomy, covered with snow, Kyoto in Winter is beautiful, magical, mysterious!




Photos from this album were taken on 31st of December 2010 and on 1st of January 2011.

Kyoto in Summer

With very much delay and two seasons later here is a link to an album with pictures from the 2010 Summer in Kyoto
link to the Web album:






Second Autumn in Kyoto TWO

Second Autumn in Kyoto (second album)
link to a Web photo album :
http://picasaweb.google.com/d.karmapolice/SecondAutumnInKyotoTWO?authkey=Gv1sRgCJ6b4ZyT__enKg&feat=directlink





I was too busy in November and December (the best time for autumn leaves in Kyoto) to go to as many places as I wished and take pictures...It's a great pity, but I was really busy with preparing and submitting graduate applications for PhD programs at US universities...Still, I managed to steal a few hours and take some photos (not as many as I wished and I couldn't even come close to fulfilling my large list of temples to visit during autumn foliage season)...This is the second album of my Second Autumn in Kyoto...

Monday 29 November 2010

Second Autumn in Kyoto

There is a season missing actually, as I still haven't uploaded the Summer in Kyoto album, but first this one as it's ready...

Second Autumn in Kyoto
http://picasaweb.google.com/d.karmapolice/SecondAutumnInKyoto?authkey=Gv1sRgCN-e-PLCs7TERQ&feat=directlink





Photo Album: Takano River in Autumn

Takano river is just 2 minutes frommy apartment, and is my favourite place for a walk...With my terribly busy schedule lately I'm missing the Autumn season here, this time because despite my plan to visit many places and see them in their Autumn look, I'm afraid I cannot spare much time as I'm busy sending applications for PhD programs in USA (and UK actually, though the chances are that evenif I'm accepted there they have no sufficient funding)...
Actually I have absolutely no time to post...
Here are my photos...

Takano River in Autumn
http://picasaweb.google.com/d.karmapolice/TakanoRiverInAutumn?authkey=Gv1sRgCKrbvZHE55LwTQ&feat=directlink





Honenin Temple 法然院, Kyoto

An interesting temple I visited 3 times in the past month.
Today I had scheduled another meeting with the head monk there, but I had to re-schedule it, because I'm really very busy and there is too much on my mind...
Here is a link to a web album with photos from this small, but very charming temple.
  
Honenin Temple



 

Catching Up...

It has been a long while since I stopped posting regurarly here...
I've been planning to post a Summer in Kyoto post with link to an Web album for a while now, but I still haven't finished selecting and uploading the photos...
It is actually already another season and I'm taking photos to be used in a prospective Second Autumn in Kyoto...

Meanwhile.
As those of you who know me personally, know, in September I went back home for a month. The heat in Kyoto was trully unbearable, and also I seriously needed to take a break from my not so great emotional state here. I needed to get some perspective, to think things over, to find some comfort among family and friends. I've been away from home for almost 10 years now, but this was the time when I really I felt terribly and desperately homesick.
Going back home was a good idea. Although my plans for mountain hiking, relaxation and rest mostly failed, and actually I had to deal with annoying and unpleasant things, it was still better than spending anothr month alone, lonely and depressed as I was in Kyoto.
Being home with my mom and my 20 year-old cat was simply healing.

Unfortunately at the end of my stay my grandma got sick and had to be taken to hospital. A few days after I was back already to Kyoto I learned that she passed away.
It's very hard to be away from home in a moment like this. Alone with your sadness and grief.
I loved her dearly and she will be very much missed.
My trip back home was very good, because I had a chance to see her a few times during my stay and actually in a way to say good bye.

Meanwhile, despite my intention to try to sort things out a little bit during the month back home, and to come up with some sort of decision about what to do in my life next, I didn't manage to gain much clarity.
In the first days, when I came back to Kyoto, I had made up my mind to disregard my emotional state and try to enjoy my stay in Kyoto more, instead of feeling sad and lost, as I have been feeling for a very long while now, but...the news of my grandmother's passing away simply put me back where I was, feeling lonely, downcast, sad....

Regardless of everything.
This month is really crucial to my life. I just need to pull myself together. Somehow.
I need to make an effort to find motivation and strenght, or at least organise myself to do what has to be done.
This and next month I'm applying for doctoral programs (to be starting from next year Fall 2011). As my sholarship here is until the end of Marh 2011, I need to decide what to do and where to go next.
It is a big crossroads actually.
I'm now in my 10 year of my "Journey to the East". I gained a lot of knowledge and insight, both academic and personal, but I also became disillusioned, disintegrated, on top of the disilusionment, I got very hurt and I don't know how to cope with all this. This 10 year self-inflicted exile, travelling to lands thousands of kilometers away, alone. No doubt that this is a spiritual journey, but I'm in the point where I feel great doubt, and confusion...

Sunday 10 October 2010

First Chinese Nobel Prize 2 - reactions

Today since morning I spent quite a few hours since reading about the impact of the news of Liu Xiaobo's Nobel Peace Prize win and some very different reactions. Especially interesting were the Chinese netizens reactions to the news as seen in the blogs, comments, etc.

Among the Chinese netizens reactions 4 stood out:

1. The popular Chinese blogger Han Han after 1AM on the 9th of October posted a blog entry titled "2010.10.08", which however had no text and instead consisted only of quotation marks, i.e. " ".
(This timing of the post roughly coincides with the actual timing of the announcement of the news which because of the time difference between Norway and China.)
Han Han has a huge following and many people who are apparently subscribed to his feed were immediately alerted that he has posted something and went to see it.
Quickly this post attracted thousands of readers and hundreds of comments even though it was past 1:32AM at night. (Currently the readers are above 200 000 and comments are more than 5000!).
At first most posts were by followers who asked "What do you mean?" and apparently had no clue what he alluded to.
But soon many comments aired the opinion that the blog entry's title is very telling as it is the date of the announcement of Liu Xiaobo's choice as this year's Nobel peace Prize recipient.
Some posters wittingly observed :"Since all the words are "sensitive" (i.e. pending censorship) the only thing that's left are punctuation marks."
I read through several pages of comments. Some were fascinating. But the most fascinating thing was to see that despite the blocked access to the news, despite the blocked search engines, despite the "harmonized" (i.e. censored) contents, despite the "sensitive words" censorship many people have already heard of this news and felt simply happy and elated.
Many people used various ways to avoid their comments from being "harmonized" and deleted and used various abbreviations, oblique allusions, phonetically similar characters instead of "sensitive words". The Chinese netizens' language innovation prompted by fear of online censorship is indeed a very amazing phenomenon!
It's very surreal.

2. Among the comments after the above mentioned minimalist blog post at Han Han's blog one struck me as very amusing. According to a few who commented after the said post, the central news emission deliberately avoided the news about the prestigious award, and instead as it turns out one of the most important foreign news was that a panda in a zoo abroad got pregnant. Netizens ridiculed this choice of news.
The funny and ironic part (and with a potential to be interpreted symbolically) is that a Chinese rare and bordering extinction animal (behind bars) has managed to conceive a future offspring.

3. Somewhere near the 50th page of comments after Han Han blog's entry the following Question/Answer type anecdote:
新浪网友2010-10-09 12:27:27


问:有没有中国人获得诺贝尔奖?

答:有,但他们都拿着外国国籍。

问:有没有中国公民获得过诺贝尔奖?

答:有,但他们都是中华民国的公民。

问:有没有新中国的公民获得过诺贝尔奖?

答:有,但他不承认自己是中国公民。

问:有没有承认自己是中国人的新中国公民获得诺贝尔奖?

答:有,但是我们不承认他是中国公民。

问:有没有自己承认自己是中国公民,国家也承认他是中国公民的新中国公民获得诺贝尔奖?

答:有,但他在监狱里。
The rough translation from Chinese is:
Question: Has a Chinese person won the Nobel Prize?
Answer: There are a few, but they have a foreign citizenship.
Q: Has a Chinese citizen won the Nobel Prize?
A: There are, but they are the Chinese Republic citizens.
Q: Are there any New China citizens who have won the Nobel Prize?
A: There is one,but he himself doesn't admit that he is a Chinese citizen.
Q:Is there a citizen of New China who admits to be a Chinese citizen who has won the Nobel Prize?
A: Yes, there is, but we don't admit that he is a Chinese citizen.
Q: Is there a Chinese citizen who admits himself to be one, and the State also admits that he is a citizen of New China who has won the Nobel Prize?
A: There is, but he is in prison.

4. One of the strongest image statements came from artist Kuang Biao (邝飚). In this cartoon, posted by Kuang to his QQ blog, a Nobel Prize medallion is locked behind prison bars. Underneath the image, Kuang has simply written “10-8-2010,” a historic date. (seen at China Media Project's site) .



In addition, two links to interesting articles from the New York Times:

China's Unwanted Nobel Prize                        http://www.nytimes.com/roomfordebate/2010/10/08/when-dissidents-win-the-nobel-peace-prize?ref=asia

China, Angered by Peace Prize, Blocks Celebration
http://www.nytimes.com/2010/10/10/world/asia/10china.html?_r=2

First Chinese Nobel Prize

Yesterday morning I saw with great relief that the Norwegian government did not cave in to Chinese pressure and was not intimidated by the threat from last week and gave this year's Nobel Peace award to a Chinese political prisoner.

The award is undoubtedly indeed really very significant and meaningful.
A historing turning-point.

China's Liu Xiaobo wins Nobel Peace Prize
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2010/10/08/AR2010100801502.html?wprss=rss_world/asia
Nobel Prize Is Seen as Rebuke to China
http://www.nytimes.com/2010/10/09/world/asia/09beijing.html?_r=1&ref=china


Jailed Chinese dissident Liu Xiaobo wins Nobel Peace Prize

http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20101008/ts_afp/nobelpeacechina_20101008202250
Chinese dissident Liu wins Nobel Peace Prize
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20101008/ap_on_re_us/nobel_peace_prize
Obama urges China to free Nobel successor
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20101008/pl_afp/nobelpeacechinausobamarights_20101008201304

Tuesday 21 September 2010

back home for a month

Back home for a month... To rest, recharge, rethink...see things from a different angle... try to find some balance...

Especially the past few months in Kyoto, I felt suffocated, unable to make even the smallest movement out of the routine, nothing new happened, at least nothing new of importance, I felt stuck, unable to think, that's why after some musing I made the decision to go back home for a month (going back to Kyoto on the 5th of October)...

I need to rethink things very seriously, I need to drag myself out of the standstill, recharge, somehow see ahead...

explanation about the changed blog alias

I assume some explanation is needed (and somewhat belated) as to my changed alias, i.e. the name I currently use to sign my posts "Chodrol", which in case someone has noticed is different from my previous blog alias "Jataka" which I decided to change.
Actually I have posted previously about the name Chödröl in my post about my last July trip to Tibet, here.
As I explained there the name was given to me by two Tibetan Buddhist nuns in the remote Tibetan town of Sakya. For the past 9 years I have very much existed with a different than my given name, most notably during my 8 year stay in China, when only a handful of people even asked me what my real name was and for whom I will perhaps always remain remembered with my Chinese name.
As I am trying to "move on" with my life and cut the ties with China as much as possible, or at least gain some healthy distance, I think that the latest name/alias given to me by the two nuns in Sakya last year is not too bad to take a step towards distancing myself from the 8 "Chinese years"...
Of course, the name/alias is merely coincidental. I have no claim to posses any divine knowledge or wisdom. The only resemblance to the White Tara is my very pale skin and my interest in the Buddhist teaching. I guess that (mainly the skin) caused the nuns (unprompted) to come up with this name...?! Any other resemblance is merely circumstantial. I "claim" this alias merely because it was gratiously given to me. I gratefully accept it. And as i already said I hope it can turn the wheel for me and change the road-block I find myself in.
I'm very far from possessing any of the qualities of the Bodhisattva or the Buddha. Perhaps the only similarity is that I am awakened enough to know that there is much to be learned and to question and doubt the existing explanations?! And I travel looking, looking breathlessly...


photo is from the big pagoda in Gyantse, Tibet

Friday 3 September 2010

Kyoto in Spring 2

It has again been months since my last post. A season has changed actually and it is Summer now. I've been meaning to post and give a link to a second Spring in Kyoto album with photos, but I have failed to do so until now. I am meanwhile compiling and uploading a Summer in Kyoto album which hopefully I will post not after months but sooner, although frankly I haven't done much visiting of temples and taking pictures for the past 3 or so months...I had plans to visit (and re-visit) gardens and temples but I didn't make it happen...The weather has been horrid actually, first a rainy season in July, followed by stiffling heat in August...I completely failed to see the gardens with the July blooming hydrangea, wisteria and irises. I meant to, even planned it, but for many reasons failed to make it happen...So unfortunatelly part of the seasonal beauty of Kyoto in Summer has not been "documented" in pictures... 

So until I compile the album of the current season (i.e. Summer), meanwhile here is a link to a somewhat belated Spring in Kyoto continued web album...
Again the photos are taken with my mobile phone's camera (I'm doing more or less the same pictures with my film camera of course, and one day they may also see the light in a future photo exhibition perhaps...), so the image quality is not good and the limitations of the very simple camera of the phone (no zoom or anything actually...) are not giving much more than an idea...
But that's what these photos are meant as really, ideas, feelings, angles as I see them...
Hopefully they can still carry a bit of the feeling I have of Kyoto.

So here is the link:
Spring in Kyoto 2

http://picasaweb.google.co.uk/d.karmapolice/SpringInKyoto2?authkey=Gv1sRgCOru1aT4iu3xlQE&feat=directlink#








As always comments and feedback are most welcome...

Thursday 22 April 2010

Kyoto in Spring

It has been almost 5 months since my last post here...
I have been really discouraged to post which is the main reason for not maintaining this blog and for personal reasons I was unable to write or share in this rather anonymous way that in effect lacks any feedback...The lack of feedback in my life lately has been too much anyway to add the additional lack of feedback here, hence my long silence...

I made a web album with some spring scenery here in Kyoto, that hopefully is a good opportunity to break the silence...

(As with the previous Kyoto in Autumn web album, the photos in this one are made Linkwith my mobile phone camera, hence quality of images is poor, but hopefully my "angle" of seeing of things can still be felt even despite image quality deficiencies...)



Here is the link:
Spring in Kyoto
http://picasaweb.google.co.uk/d.karmapolice/SpringInKyoto?authkey=Gv1sRgCMbh3ezJkorBtAE#

At the end of March I moved-in into a new place, a one-room apartment, very close to Demachiyanagi station 9i.e. very conveniently close to Kyoto University where my classes are...) which I picked, apart from it being convenient, for its great location and beautiful view...
It took me the whole of January of apartment seeking and incredible nervous exhaustion to find this place and the moving itself was incredibly exhausting experience, but a full month into this new place I must say it was worth it...

Here is the link to a web album with photos of my room and the view and the nearby area...
A Room With a View
http://picasaweb.google.co.uk/d.karmapolice/ARoomWithAView?authkey=Gv1sRgCOHi6avD1vnQlAE#



Hm, hopefully someone will leave a comment...some sort of feedback...

Tuesday 29 December 2009

Who is to blame for the failed talks in Copenhagen?

The very weak and dissapointing results shown at Copenhagen call for a change of the UN negotiating process...More links on the Copenhagen talks, from UK's "The Guardian"...

Copenhagen treaty was 'held to ransom', says Gordon Brown
UK's PM Gordon Brown calls for reform of UN climate talks after Copenhagen talks end in weak agreement(the Guardian)
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2009/dec/21/copenhagen-treaty-gordon-brown

The road from Copenhagen
UK Climate secretary Ed Miliband accuses China, Sudan, Bolivia and other leftwing Latin American countries of trying to hijack Copenhagen

http://www.guardian.co.uk/commentisfree/2009/dec/20/copenhagen-climate-change-accord

How do I know China wrecked the Copenhagen deal? I was in the room
As recriminations fly post-Copenhagen, one writer offers a fly-on-the-wall account of how talks failed
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2009/dec/22/copenhagen-climate-change-mark-lynas

Copenhagen: The key players and how they rated
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2009/dec/20/copenhagen-obama-brown-climate

Danwei interviews Jonathan Watts: "Copenhagen will shape our lives for years to come"
http://www.danwei.org/foreign_media_on_china/danwei_interviews_jonathan_wat.php

and other points of view about why the talks in Copenhagen failed:

If you want to know who's to blame for Copenhagen, look to the US Senate
http://www.guardian.co.uk/commentisfree/2009/dec/21/copenhagen-failure-us-senate-vested-interests

Blame Denmark, not China, for Copenhagen failure
http://www.guardian.co.uk/commentisfree/cif-green/2009/dec/28/copenhagen-denmark-china

INTERVIEW - Copenhagen blame game not helpful - U.N. climate chief
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20091224/india_nm/india449579

Disappointment at Copenhagen deal 'justified': Obama
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20091224/sc_afp/unclimatewarminguspolitics

news feeds: China VS the World

These few days there have been a few (at least 3) very interesting and thought provoking duel-like "spats" that seem to be putting China VS (at least some) Western democracies.

One is the deportation of the 20 Uighurs from Cambodia. (In apparent snub to international law and the Universal Declaration of Human Rights of which China by the way is a signatory, but definitely doesn't act like one). The UN, the USA and EU have all expressed concern about this. Here are 2 links on the topic.

Deported Uighurs told UN of fears of China return
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20091222/ap_on_re_as/as_china_uighurs_4#

Editorial (New York Times)
China, Cambodia and the Uighurs
http://www.nytimes.com/2009/12/22/opinion/22tue2.html

The second issue is the political trial of Liu Xiaobo.

Liu trial a travesty: Human Rights Watch (AFP)
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20091222/wl_asia_afp/chinarightsdissidentjusticeushrw_20091222072820
Chinese activists warned over dissident trial
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20091222/wl_asia_afp/chinarightsdissidenttrialeuus_20091222072820
The Trial of Liu Xiaobo: A Citizens' Manifesto and a Chinese Crackdown
Perry Link
http://blogs.nybooks.com/post/293446113/the-trial-of-liu-xiaobo

Chinese Dissident Gets 11-Year Prison Term
http://www.nytimes.com/2009/12/25/world/asia/25china.html

Trial in China Signals New Limits on Dissent http://www.nytimes.com/2009/12/24/world/asia/24china.html?em

video about Liu Xiaobo
http://news.yahoo.com/video/world-15749633/17275236;_ylt=Ar2u60H__VW8FKSDXUjLhxIBS5Z4

The third one is the failed talks at Copenhagen.

China blasts claim it 'hijacked' climate talks
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20091222/ap_on_re_as/as_china_britain_climate_2

Ed Miliband: China tried to hijack Copenhagen climate deal
http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2009/dec/20/ed-miliband-china-copenhagen-summit

How China Stiffed the World in Copenhagen
http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2009/12/21/how_china_stiffed_the_world_in_copenhagen

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A China related article in the New York Times I came across recently.


Uneasy Engagement: China’s Export of Labor Faces Scorn
http://www.nytimes.com/2009/12/21/world/asia/21china.html?bl

A day Before the Copenhagen Talks :pessimism and concern

The unprecedented gathering of politicians in Copenhagen shows the urgency of the question, but frankly things seem far from optimistic about the global climate change summit dubbed "Hopenhagen", as a play of words between the name of the city the meeting takes place and the hope this meeting will actually have a meaningful outcome...A hope for a Fair, Ambitious and legally binding deal to protect our climate, but, unfortunately, there is enough reason to be pessimistic about the possibility for such an outcome. The two major emitters of CO2 gases which are one of the main reasons to blame for the raising global temperatures caused by man's negative interference with the Planet are USA and China. The current "superpower" and the emerging one. One of the countries with "historical" burden of blame for the build up CO2 in the atmosphere and the current (and by all predictions to be the major future) one Number One polluter in the World, China. The problem is, the consequences of the rising carbon emissions are not a question of "per capita", or "state of economical development", the burden of pollution that is emitted is huge and it will have huge impact on the whole Planet, in fact because of the rising ocean level some small (and politically "insignificant") island countries are faced with not so far in the future fate of being completely submerged... It is really hard not to get angry at the arrogant, short-sighted and stubborn position of the Chinese government on the "issue" of responsibility. They talk loudly about historical responsibility, but the irony is that at this very moment China single handedly is building new historical responsibility, and is de facto the biggest polluter of this planet, with predictions that its polluting role will rise more, even double. And while we can say that indeed the western developed economies have contributed much to the accumulation of CO2 and there is a clear negative impact of their economic development,it was largely done out of ignorance for the consequences.The present situation of China, however is different, China is fully aware that this is bad, but refuses to act responsibly...and instead of thinking and acting responsibly and wisely, is pointing at others. An immature and insane behaviour only guided by self -interest that unfortunately influences the whole world. It is high time other countries realise that China is NOT a developing country in the same sense as they are. And they will only lose if they continue to be sided in the same category with it. Because China while indeed in a stage of development is in a far different league with any other so-called "developing country". It is arrogant, greedy and improper for China to ask for money from developed countries and at the same time be the current Number One polluter of the world who has no intention to cut it's emissions. It is immoral and irresponsible.And in this case China has no right to finger point at others, since it itself finds it impossible to face up to hard truths.The truth is that the Chinese government doesn't care at all about if Tuvalo islands or other such ("insignificant" in their view) island countries completely disappear from the face of the Earth. They say that the "interests" of the "Chinese people" are paramount and "come first". Actually the truth is that those politicians have little right to even talk about the so-called interests of the Chinese people, for the simple fact that the insanity of the way that China is "developing" is not only poisoning the rest of the world, it is poisoning its own people. And while the Chinese representatives in Copenhagen arrogantly ask for accountability for past historical responsibility they should be ashamed, and face the reality of the present and future historical responsibility of China, and while they ask the west to do some soul searching it is also they too who should actually think more deeply about the price of the Rise of China...the price that ordinary Chinese people pay, and the price everybody else will pay, because political borders are no much more than a temporary illusion, the Earth is a interconnected organism, that we don't even come close to actually understand. Just on the eve of the start of the Copenhagen summit China announced a pledge to slow down it's emissions intensity (not cut down or reduce), it is better than nothing, but a very legitimate worry (and my worry too) is how will the Chinese hold on to this pledge in reality. The reason why there exists doubt and controversy is that this pledge is not legally binding, and with a very poor history in rigged reports and tempered statistics I seriously doubt that the Chinese will be able to pull even this through...

Monday 7 December 2009

Autumn in Kyoto - photos

I selected some photos which I took for the past month (i.e. November) in Kyoto, and also in the nearby Ohara and Nara during a few one day excursions. They are mostly of Buddhist temples and temple gardens, but there are also some of Shinto shrines, or of some places or images in Kyoto that impressed me.

Here is the link to the web album with the photos I selected.

Even though the quality of those photos is really not good (they were taken with my mobile phone), it is the only way I can share with you digital images of what I'm seeing...Meanwhile I'm of course also taking photos with my camera, but since I use film, it will take a while before I develop the films and make prints and can be able to show you some "real" pictures...Meanwhile this is, in the present circumstances, what I can show you...although with no great image quality (in fact it is really not good), I hope some of the feeling and some of my way of seeing things can be felt even through these images...

the album link again, just in case...
http://picasaweb.google.com/d.karmapolice/KyotoInAutumn?authkey=Gv1sRgCP6hhu7S1eOdZA#

P.S. I'm getting really very discouraged by the lack of feedback...it is pointless to share without any reaction...

Friday 27 November 2009

Something beautiful...



These two photos are of (very cute moss covered) stone images of "Jizo", a child image of the Bodhisatva Jizo 地藏菩萨 who out of compassion willingly entered Hell in order to save all sentient beings there...In Japan he is especially associated with saving children, and people often make little Jizo statues such as those as a remembrance for a lost child...





(One of the photos of my blog's sidebar is a photo of 4 Jizo stone images...A picture I took more than 2 years ago when I visited Kyoto for a week...)


This is another photo taken on Wednesday at Sanzen In (in Ohara) and at the stone statue at the back is actually a statue of the "grown-up" version of Jizo Bodhisatva...





After going to Ohara first on Monday, but not being able to take as many pictures as I wanted, in fact these stone child Jizo statues were the main reason I went back again on Wednesday morning ...On Wednesday although it was again overcrowded with Japanese tourists (mainly elderly ones) I had a very relaxing feeling looking at those very cute child Jizo moss covered stones, the light was very beautiful, it was a warm and pleasant Autumn day (it deffinetely warmed me up after the very cold temple visits in Nara on the previous day, which I suspect is the reason for me catching this very bad cold)...At the time I was leaving the temple garden I was actually feeling almost happy, as if viewing the very cute stone statues had a healing effect...Perhaps they actually do have...

(The quality of these images is bad, since they are taken with my mobile phone...but since I don't have a digital camera, these are the only ones I can show you for now...)

Staying home with a bad cold

After 3 consecutive days of temple visiting (in order to visit most Japanese temples you have to take off your shoes), on Monday to a nearby to Kyoto town called Ohara, on Tuesday to the ancient capital Nara (it was just incredibly cold and I think that's the chief reason for my bad cold now), and on Wednesday morning again back to Ohara (because it was so beautiful and on Monday I ran out of film and the light was not good enough to take decent photos), I fell ill yesterday evening and today I'm down with a very nasty cold which renders me completely helpless.
I decided I'll just not go to classes today and instead try to rest at home...
In the early afternoon I hardly found any strength to go down hill (as I mentioned before the dorm is on the top of a rather steep climb from the railway station) and go and store up with some groceries from the local supermarket...I'm drinking hot herbal tea all day long and taking medicine which obviously isn't working...

When you are terribly depressed and feel desperately lonely and sad, the LAST thing you need it to be ill...

I've been feeling terribly exhausted the past month, at the beginning of the month my emotional condition was at its worst, now I'm just terribly exhausted...
Yesterday at Sanzen In temple in Ohara there was a less frequented path on which I found a very crudely cut stone sitting Buddha figure. It is really very exceptional for me to pray (I'm not sure if I ever did really), but I suddenly and very naturally put my hands and pressed the palms in front of my face, fingers touching the place between the eyebrows, I closed my eyes and silently prayed for two seconds :
"Please, please help me make this unhappiness go away!"

About Obama's soft approach on human rights in China

Last week I came across this very interesting analysis evaluating Obama's visit to China and Obama's approach to human rights issues. There are some very insightful points with which I agree...It is yet to be seen how Obama's administration changed approach to China will influence things, but I really worry that because of the financial crisis and the US huge debt to China the world is somewhat held "hostage". I feel very pessimistic about how China's growing political and economical clout shifts the importance of universal values and ideas...Anyway, these are just my thoughts...

Obama's Soft Approach on Human Rights
(New York Times - Room for Debate Blog)

As for the overall impression of Obama's trip to China, many observed that instead of making any obvious and meaningful progress on any of the issues on his agenda, "he seemed to drift genially from one staged event to the next, politely toured a few famous national landmarks, and met with his half-brother for five minutes."

Obama went to China and all he got were some photos at the Great Wall http://www.worldtribune.com/worldtribune/WTARC/2009/mz0905_11_13.asp

But of course diplomacy sometimes is not a matter of seeing results right away, so just let's wait and see...
Maybe Obama's strategy of "reassurance" works...

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About Obama's visit also see China Media Project's
Obama in China: an information war behind the scenes

China annonces slowing emissions growth

Yesterday the Chinese government announced a pledge to use 40- to 45-percent less carbon per unit of GDP by 2020 compared with 2005 levels. This in essence means to try to be more energy efficient, but in fact it doesn't mean reducing or cutting its existing carbon input which ranks first in the world currently and in fact China's output will actually be growing as its economy continues to grow...
I remain very sceptical about the Chinese actually being able to become energy efficient and actually being able to make factories, etc being less poluting...Report and data forging is just too commonplace practice in China. Actually I'm really doubtful if the world really knows the actual figures about China's huge carbon print on the world...
Also policy is one thing, making local authorities to actually impliment them quite another issue...
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"There's no question their carbon emissions would continue to grow under this scenario," said Charlie McElwee, an international environmental and energy lawyer based in Shanghai. "This isn't by any means an agreement by China to either cap, much less reduce, the amount of its carbon emissions. It's only slowing down the rate at which emissions are growing."If China did nothing and its economy doubles in size as expected in coming years, its emissions would likely double as well. Thursday's pledge means emissions would only increase by 50 percent in such a scenario. "

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But anyway, making the pledge is better than nothing...

China announces planned emissions cuts
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2009/11/26/AR2009112600519.html?wprss=rss_world

China vows to dramatically slow emissions growth (AP)

China's climate pledge to meet a quarter of global needs: IEA

About AIDS in China

Two days ago news reports showed statistics about the spread of HIV AIDS in China. I find that the most important part of this data was the fact of the big rise of hetorosexualy spread AIDS and its connection to the very decadent growing trend in modern China of prostitution and debauchery. The lack of ethical and moral values is causing a social decadence that has huge impact on Chinese society. The figures of this AIDS report are just a data prove of this trend...

While by law outlawed prostitution is widespread and commonplace all over China. In addition a wrongly understood sexual emancipation makes young people irresponsible, morally corrupt and dissipated.
This were one of the most ugly things I saw and observed in China and one of the reasons I feel very reluctant to feel optimistic about China's Rise.

UNAIDS: Sex main cause for HIV spreading in China

Also read:

UN AIDS chief in China to push for stronger civil society
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20091125/hl_afp/healthchinaunaids_20091125171646
Hetero Sex Leading Cause of HIV in China
http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2009/11/25/world/main5775643.shtml

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A somewhat related article:

No bars, no mistresses, Chinese officials warned
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20091114/ap_on_re_as/as_china_morality_politics

rare articles questioning the petition system in Beijing or part of Control 2.0 ?

Two weeks ago I came across a very rare article published by Chinese official media outlet Global Times. The article was published in its English edition, which usually is completely different from its Chinese (pro-nationalist) edition.
I thought it was a significant thing, since the policy of the government until now was to vehemently deny the existence of the so-called black jails.
(I tried to post a comment on the site, but of course it was immediately deleted.)

Petitioners in tents, thugs in cop cars
http://www.globaltimes.cn/www/english/metro-beijing/highlights/photo/2009-11/484849.html

Two days ago international media outlets reported on another article in a state-run magazine discussing openly the existence of the black jails. (Funnily that article came out just days after the Foreign Ministry spokesman again denied their existence...)

State-run magazine reports on black jails in China

Media being tightly controlled by the state, one only can imagine that the appearance of these articles is not just a coincidence and it is in fact part of a strategy...It is hard to tell what the real goal of this strategy is. I remain sceptical, and in my view it is a reaction to the growing voice of Chinese 'netizens' and grassroots activists who often discuss issues which simply do not exist in state governed news lets... Since recently the government has realised that the way to control information is by being the first to report it. In this way they can actually channel the meaning of the news and have control over it.
This new strategy has already been called Control 2.0.

Thursday 26 November 2009

China scholars' self-censorship

Last week a US report on China grabbed media headlines.
China ramps up espionage against US: study

What I find very important and worth paying more attention is the following paragraph about western China scholars self-censorship:

The commission also found that China has launched an effort to influence US think-tanks and academia by rewarding scholars with access and depriving visas to more critical voices.
"It becomes self-censorship. If you're in graduate school and want to become a China scholar, you need to go to China. And if you criticize the Chinese government on certain things, you won't get in," said Bartholomew, a former top aide to House Speaker Nancy Pelosi.
"What it means is that we have a generation of China analysts who are being created who don't necessarily have the freedom or the ability to think through a broader range of questions," she said.

Sunday 22 November 2009

Itadakimasu - "I humbly receive the gift of this food"

The Japanese pause before a meal begins to show respect and thankfulness for the food they are about to eat and say itadakimasu 頂きます [いただきます] - "I humbly receive the gift of this food" .
It is expressing gratitude to the person who has made the food for you, but also for the life of the plants or animals which consist of this food. Itadakimasu, in its original meaning means "to receive and consume life." The word infers gratitude for having received the meal while acknowledging the life that was taken and displaying remorse.

In reality this show of respect has lost its meaning for the Japanese and they keep on saying these words each time out of habit and as a type of ceremonial form. The deep meaning has been completely lost.As many things in Japan today it is style and form over substance.
As a matter of fact only relatively recently have Japanese started raising animals such as cows, pigs and chicken and consuming their meat. Until about century ago (I'm not completely sure about the exact timeline) they only consumed fish, but out of Buddhist compassion they did not consume other animals. But now meat is quite commonplace for the Japanese and many "traditional" dishes are made with pork, veal or chicken. In fact it is almost impossible to find any food or even a snack that doesn't have any meat or fish in it. As I have mentioned already, it is very hard to be a vegetarian in Japan.

When I learned about the meaning of "itadakimasu" it really got me to thinking deeply about how little we humans are responsible for things we do daily. How little acknowledgement and gratitude we have that what we have is taken or given by other species. The clothes we wear, the houses we built, the food we eat. The indifference and ignorance we spend our lives in.
I don't want to sound like an activist,I just feel that we spend our lives in complete ignorance and fail to acknowledge even basic things that comprise our lives.
Are we only destroyers who arrogantly and greedily take?
Actually the key is to be more aware, less ignorant, more responsible and much more humble...

Just now I read another article that comments on the issue of Japanese whaling, opposed by many wildlife protectors and an issue that often makes the headlines including today.
Australia 'disappointed' at Japan whaling mission

There has been a lot of talk about how Japanese hunt and kill whales and dolphins. I have been following this issue for a few years and it always stirs a lot of thoughts in me. Actually many though not necessarily connected with Japanese whaling per se, but with the bigger issue of humans cruelty towards sentient beings.
As to the Japanese whaling. It is a very controversial issue that raises a lot of questions.
Whales and dolphins are not fish, they are mammals, actually quite intelligent mammals...That is the reason for the international uproar each time there is a report of Japanese hunting and killing them. That and the cruelty.
But to me, it is a bit hypocritical to feel compassionate and fight for the life of one or two species, but overlook the hundreds of tones of other ocean and sea animals killed each day.
Many activists (sometimes quite militant) try to disrupt Japanese from whaling, which by the way is internationally outlawed, but some Scandinavian countries have not signed to it, or as in the case of Japan are using a loophole and under the pretext of "scientific research" keep on killing whales on an annual quota.
It has been going on for years.
So it is not actually news.
But today again I came upon a headline raising the question and couldn't help but remark...
One of the arguments the Japanese use is that whale (and dolphin) meat eating is a cultural thing for the Japanese. An argument that looked from the point of view of "cultural differences" sounds fair to raise, since indeed people differ in their cultural understanding about which meat to eat. It is a "cultural thing" for some Asians to eat dogs and cats (Vietnamese, Korean, Chinese), as it is a "cultural thing" for the French to eat horse meat, snails and frogs for instance. In a way those eating habits will be considered barbaric by some, but in the mentioned countries they are a "cultural thing"...So, having established in all fairness that indeed while for some eating dogs is quite routine, for others is absolutely unimaginable, is it fair to accept this as a "cultural difference"? I would say no. Not because I think there is a cultural standard by which cultural habits should be measured, but because cruelty to any animal is wrong. Not differentiating whether it is whales or dolphins, or dogs, or horses...What about the millions of pigs, cows and chickens that die each day?!!
I usually avoid directly confronting people about eating meat.
But when I do, the question I always ask is if they feel OK fully knowing and understanding that the meat they eat comes from an animal that was killed usually suffering great pain. Many people just don't even make the connection that “chicken is chicken,” and also that beef is cows and pork is pigs.
If someone who knows that clearly and says he/she accepts this fact and takes full responsibility, then I have nothing else to say. It is indeed their choice. I don't and can't respect that choice, but there is nothing you can do when someone says he is indifferent to cruelty, pain and feels no compassion.
But I get much more angry at people who are completely ignorant (usually choose to be intentionally so) that each day through their act of consuming meat they cause the suffering and pain of sentient beings. Those people often actually "like" some species of animals, even keep animals as pets. And by a very twisted logic and ignorance they fail to see that there is absolutely no difference between a cute little cat or puppy and a calf or a piglet.
There are people who justify eating meat because they think meat tastes so good, an argument that I find outright insane because it completely ignores and directly justifies the fact that a life has been taken just for taste.
Outright speciests (the most arrogant and ignorant defenders of meat eating) say that humans are on the top of the food chain and this justifies humans in eating and exploiting the rest of the species.
And I get even more angry at people who simply shrug their shoulders telling me that eating meat has been in humans culture for thousands of years which is a proof for it being "natural"...
This argument is of course ridiculous for the same reason why slavery or cannibalism for instance are considered unthinkable now.
Humans can and should evolve!
Within our own species, only 100 years ago women had no rights and were considered inferior to men. (In some countries this has not changed yet). Does it mean that given the history of the fact that women were considered second rate human beings for centuries it is a valid argument for it staying like this forever?!
I believe that the same goes for consuming meat.
Humans have evolved very much since the times that they had to depend on hunting for animals to sustain their lives. It was done out of not having much other choice.
But in 21st century, we have much more choices.
And if not for ethical reasons humans should and need to reconsider their meat consummation in the near future, since data shows that raising animals for their meat is unsustainable and ruining for our Planet. So if not out of compassion we should evolve in consideration of the fact that there is no way current consummation of meat and fish can be sustained.

Going back to Japan and itadakimasu.
Eating fish is really big in Japan. If you enter any Japanese supermarket the thing that immediately "impresses" is the huge quantity and diversity of fish and fresh or prosessed sea food...I'm really wondering : how much of this fish meat is left unsold and is wasted?

How humble and grateful are we for the gifts that we receive?

Saturday 21 November 2009

Kyoto in Autumn



The past two weeks I felt very depressed and emotionally very sad and because of my depression felt too weak to do anything...Apart from the Ikebana exhibition in downtown Kyoto and late afternoon walk in Uji last week I didn't do anything meaningful or good to improve my bad emotional state...
Meanwhile Kyoto has become really very beautiful.
I will try to organise myself and use the few free days (because of Kyoto University's annual festival) and visit a few places and try to be out a couple of times, instead of just sitting in my room and feeling dejected and sad...
Yesterday afternoon I went to the North West part of Kyoto for some temple and red leaves viewing. I chose it because I was hoping there will be less tourists compared with the famous temples in downtown Kyoto...
It was rather chilly and the temples I went to were a bit crowded, but not completely annoyingly so. It is high tourist season now in Kyoto, and thousands of tourists come to the city, so I deliberately chose a couple of places which are not so crowded.
Unfortunately the sky was cloudy and I didn't manage to make great photos since the light was not good.
Nevertheless I also took some photos with my mobile phone in order to be able to show you some digital images here....The quality is of course quite bad, but still something is better than nothing...I will try to make a web album and upload some more of the digital photos there...
On Monday I plan to go to Ohara and visit the temples there. (Ohara is on the North of Kyoto)...
I'm rather looking forward to it...
I need to start doing meaningful things here, things that can give me energy and positive feeling, instead of feeling miserable, unhappy and sad the whole time...
On Tuesday (which is also free day because of the university's festival) I will go on a group outing organised by the foreign students department at Kyodai (short for 'Kyoto University') to Nara. I don't expect much from the Tuesday Nara trip, since I don't like group activities, but since I was invited by one of the professors who is taking the students and also he said we will have a rare opportunity to touch the Great Buddha statue in Todai Ji 東大寺(perhaps the most famous Buddha statue in Japan, dating as early as the 8th century) I thought that can add some meaning for me...

Sunday 15 November 2009

Melancholy and sadness


This picture by A. Durer depicting a melancholy emersed angel is one of my favourite works of Art. It was on my wall in my Beijing dorm for some time (after I bought a small poster at a British Museum exibition in Beijing)...It is a very beautiful image.

My current emotional condition is actually really not good. I feel very depressed, disheartened, sad. I lack any motivation to do anything.
After a very improved emotional condition in August, during which I felt full of motivation and ability to be organised and constructively being able to do many things, now I feel completely exhausted even since waking up in the morning and feel completely disheartened...

It is really not good, but I see no way to cope with it, currently that's how it is..

Yesterday afternoon I went to see an exhibition about Ikebana (the Japanese art of flower arrangement) at the Museum of Kyoto in an attempt to go out of my room and do something meaningful. (The exhibition was actually somewhat disappointing.)However, at one point I remembered my first encounter with ikebana which was long time ago. I think I was 10 or 11 then. Our school (as any school in the country at that time) each year had something like a knowledge competition day in which students would prepare for and be a day of competition on very broad fields of knowledge, from science, history to art and culture. Students from various grades and classes will compete in different fields of knowledge participating in various types of competitions in which they would demonstrate their knowledge or skill in the filed of knowledge. It is actually a very interesting paradox about the then education. Although we were heavily politically brainwashed, the education was actually very comprehensive and definitely good, and did not made us culturally ignorant. I remember that among other things I participated in an ikebana competition (I really don't know how ikebana was even a part of the Soviet-style competition), but I remember I won it. Of course I didn't receive any training or instruction on flower arranging, I just used my intuition.

Yesterday, while walking through the museum exhibition I remembered this childhood memory and it really deeply struck me again how deep and long-standing is my connection to Japan and East Asia. And here I am now, having realised my childhood and adolescent dream, due to my melancholy and very low spirits I fail to actually enjoy it and use this great chance creatively and constructively...

Just as the depressed angel in Durer's picture, sitting dejected and melancholy...


world new geo-political realignment?

This Monday was the 20th Anniversary of the fall of the Berlin Wall, undoubtedly a most significant watershed in the modern Europe and World history, an event that had great impact and started a process of great change and a big shift in the world political alignment with huge consequences for many nations, including my home country.
Currently with the economic rise of China, and with the help of its favourable position as a UN Security Council, China's political influence grows each day and we are actually currently witnessing a new looming realignment of power, a shift that for now remains quite unpredictable, but which will no doubt have big consequences for the world.. I've been following this process as closely as I can, trying to understand and see beyond headlines. Especially as regards human rights, cultural issues and other human values I am actually very concerned and sceptical about China's growing clout and influence.
A possible new power shift of influence will have great impact.

The US President, Mr. Obama is going to make his first presidential visit in China next Monday as part of his Asia presidential trip which started on Friday. This visit is actually at a very significant moment, and can prove determining as to how the future geo-political alignment is. It remains to be seen how he handles it. I am mostly very interested how he will (and if he will) handle the political, ethnic and human rights issues.

Late on Friday, Mr. Obama landed in Tokyo, Japan for a very brief visit as the first stop of his Asia tour.

Obama Lands in Japan Seeking to Reassert Role in Asia http://news.yahoo.com/s/bloomberg/20091113/pl_bloomberg/aidgvlwdg0zq_1

Notable from the first hours of his Asian trip was his speech in Tokyo yesterday, in which much attention was given to the rise of China, and to the assertion that the USA intends to actively participate in the region as a full member Pacific nation. In his speech he did mention human rights, but it was either vague and unspecific, or when it was more specific it was aimed at the military totalitarian regime of Myanmar (Burma), which by the way authoritarian China supports. In short, if I can judge from his speech, when he actually lands in China, human rights issues will be just mentioned on the go and briefly. The reasons for that are complex, major one is that China is de facto the US creditor, and as such has huge leverage.
And this is very very significant and at least at the moment plays a significant role in shaping the relationship. In a way, it hard not to say that US world leader status is in decline...
Empty talk about "American values" do not impress the Chinese...

I understand the need for pragmatism and for seeking Chinese cooperation on important issues (such as the economic crises, climate change and nuclear proliferation) and being very careful to avoid confrontation so as not to alienate the Chinese, BUT this will give the Chinese authoritarian government exactly what it wants - freedom to gain more world influence not based on values, but solely on money and pragmatic interest.
Maybe we are witnessing the emergence of the first Empire that has no value system or beliefs which it wants to spread, a spiritually empty Empire based on materialism and profit only.

I don't mind if somebody challenges the US world leader position, but I strongly mind and feel concerned that the country whose influence grows only based on economical and military reasons and has no deeper value system than materialism to offer to humankind which China is now, is emerging as a "world leader", because at least to me China definitely does NOT qualify to be a world leader at all.
So that's why human rights and other universal values are so important...

It is crucial how the US handles the relationship with China, so let's see...I'm kind of sceptical about President Obama and his new administration's ability to address this huge (and definitely very difficult) challenge...

Full text: Barack Obama’s Asian policy speech in Tokyo 14 Nov. 2009 http://www.ft.com/cms/s/0/9e985a46-d0c2-11de-af9c-00144feabdc0.html

articles on Obama's China visit:

When Obama Goes to Beijing
http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2009/11/09/when_obama_goes_to_beijing
Obama to raise human rights with China's Hu: official (AFP)http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20091109/pl_afp/uschinarightsobama_20091109232126
Obama confronts an Asia reshaped by China's rise (AP)http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20091109/ap_on_re_as/as_obama_asia_3
Obama Walks a Delicate Tightrope on His 1st Trip as President to China (New York Times)
http://www.nytimes.com/2009/11/14/business/global/14yuan.html
China’s Role as U.S. Lender Alters Dynamics for Obama (NYTimes)
http://www.nytimes.com/2009/11/15/world/asia/15china.html


Rights groups urge Obama to press China
http://www.earthtimes.org/articles/show/294178,rights-groups-urge-obama-to-press-china.html
China Focuses on Territorial Issues as It Equates Tibet to U.S. Civil War South (New York Times)
http://www.nytimes.com/2009/11/14/world/asia/14beijing.html

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Also somehow related and connected is the effort and attention China (CCP) is obviously paying recently of expanding its "soft power", or in other words the strategy of internationalising its propaganda and brainwashing trough "public opinion channelling".
Very insightful are China Media Project articles and analysis on the subject, the most recent is:

Is China’s new communications worldview coming of age?http://cmp.hku.hk/2009/11/12/2926/

Monday 9 November 2009

20th Anniversary of the Berlin Wall falling : a watershed in modern history

Twenty years ago the lives of millions of European citizens changed dramatically and irreversibly. The fall of the Berlin Wall is without doubt one of the most iconic historical events of our modern history. The barriers between the East and West crushed and fell down, not only those for the East and West Germans but also for the rest of the divided Europe. 20 years later Europe is open to an extend unimaginable then.

I remember very vividly and clearly, then only a teenager, who has just started to form my political views, and just starting to doubt the System on my own, seeing the footage from Germany on TV, feeling the change of history, being part of it...Europe has changed, the World has changed. It was hard to believe, but it was true.
The Wall fell.

Germany celebrates memory of Berlin Wall falling (AP)

Twenty years ago today, the great dividing line between the Iron Curtain and the West came down, felled by the tides of history and the irrepressible will of millions of people.AFP video

news updates:
World leaders line up to mark fall of Berlin Wall(Reuters)

China rising? : Star Wars Made in China?

No, I don't mean the cult sci-fi film. I mean China's growing military ambitions...

A very amusing news blip happened these few days. First a top China air force commander has called the militarisation of space an "historical inevitability".
Last Monday agencies reported that in a wide-ranging interview in the People's Liberation Army (PLA) Daily, marking the 60th anniversary of the founding of the Chinese PLA air force, air force commander Xu Qiliang said it was imperative for the PLA air force to develop offensive and defensive operations in outer space.

Read the AFP report China chief says space arms inevitable: state media (AFP)

And then a day or two later the Chinese Foreign ministry was quick to deny this saying China plans are "peaceful"- China says space plans peaceful.
Even Hu Jintao hurried to also make a point by hurrying to make statement to try to mask over the air force commander's slip of the tongue.
I would say, that is quite amusing.


After watching the absurdly kitsch gargantuan military parade on October 1st (by the way, there is an interesting analysis by China Media Project of the symbolism behind the used portraits, slogans and songs during the military parade, read "In modern China, no place for totalitarian anthems" here) and after taking into consideration the growing territorial claims tensions with its neighbours (India, Japan, Philippines, etc.) over disputed borders and islands, and some emboldened moves and demonstrations of the growing Chinese military might, and after taking into account the de facto military situation last year in Tibet (a forcefully militarily annexed territory) and this year's heavy military presence in both Tibet and restive Xinjiang, I am very very far from convinced that China's rise is peaceful. If peaceful means under the threat of a gun, then yes, it is "peaceful".
It's like saying that "War is Peace".

Monday 2 November 2009

A Song: The Dull Flame of Desire

DULL FLAME OF DESIRE

I love your eyes, my dear
their splendid, sparkling fire
when suddenly you raise them so to cast a swift embracing glance
like lightning flashing in the sky


but there's a charm that is greater still : when my love's eyes are lowered
when all is fired by passion's kiss
and through the downcast lashes I see the dull flame of desire



This is an English translation of a poem by the Russian poet Fyodor Tyutchev (1803-1873). This poem also appears at the end of one of the movies that impressed me very much more than 10 years ago - "Stalker" by director Andrei Tarkovsky , 1979 mosfilm studios. This is the text of the song by Bjork. (The video for the song is kind of strange, I suggest you just listen to the song...)
It is one of the most beautiful songs I have ever listened to. It is passionate, beautiful, fragile, tender...just as the feeling it describes.
It is amazing how much this song speaks to me...
These few days I'm listening over and over to it and to the other amazingly good songs from "Volta" - 'Wanderlust', 'Pneumonia', 'I See Who You Are'.

I feel very very sad.

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Here are two more absolutely beautiful poems (in English translation) of Tyutchev.

Silentium!

Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought, once uttered, is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard... take in their song and speak no word.

/trans. by Vladimir Nabokov/

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Longing, desires still ravage my soul which strives to reach you.
In recollection's twilight I try to catch your image. I can't forget your face.
It is a lovely constellation, timeless, in every place, unreachable, not knowing fluctuation.

China exports its censorship

China protest halts Bangladesh Tibet exhibition (AFP)

Bangladesh: Chinese Pressure Censors Tibet Exhibition In Dhaka

China censors beyond its borders – Drik exhibition on Tibet banned


China's censorship gets transnational more and more frequently.It is a worrying trend that I have been observing very closely and thinking much about. By applying diplomatic pressure in the past months China managed to make the French president Sarkozy to apologize for meeting the Dalai Lama, forced the South African government to deny visa to the Tibetan spiritual leader, to make US President Obama not meet the Tibetan monk (i.e. in other words forcing him into self-censorship) , to ask Nepal government to arrest Tibetan activists, to try to apply pressure on the Melbourne film festival organisers to cancel the screening of Uighur exile activist documentary to which they didn't cave in, to apply pressure on Frankfurt Book Fair organizers to not allow dissidents to participate, and yesterday to shut down a Pro-Tibetan exhibition in Bangladesh.
These are just a few of the occasions that in recent months made it to the news headlines.

The alarming trend of this censorship export is indeed very very worrying.
It is not just the Tibetan issue.The Chinese government obviously thinks that it has jurisdiction over any content that relates to China no matter where in the world it is. An absurd notion that carries serious imperial complex undertones and most of all shows the complete lack of understanding that while China is an authoritarian dictatorship, other
countries do try to have democracy and rights, and have freedom of conscience and freedom of expression. China's pressure seems to be changing this.
And while before they would just issue a verbal protest (about the so-called hurt feelings of the Chinese people), now they are directly interfering into other countries...(Ironically, China often complains about criticism on its very poor rights record calling it meddling in its "internal affairs"...)
In my view, most alarming is not the direct pressure (which per times is really very clumsy), but more worrying is making people trample over their principles and exercise self-censorship.
That is even much more dangerous and worrying.

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Meanwhile on October 26, 2009, the US Government issued it's International Religious Freedom Report for 2009.
See the report on:

china http://www.state.gov/g/drl/rls/irf/2009/127268.htm
tibet http://www.state.gov/g/drl/rls/irf/2009/127268.htm#tibet
index by regions and countries: http://www.state.gov/g/drl/rls/irf/2009/index.htm

As it has been the custom we should expect any day now China to issue it's own human rights report on the US. It's a very hilarious immature behaviour, which is quite ridiculous actually, but it actually is meant for the nationalistic Chinese to read...

When Chinese are criticised for something they always get defencive, but almost NEVER confront the issue they are criticised for. Instead they use as contra-argument criticism (usually unrelated). Thus of course, nothing gets resolved, the so-called "feelings of the Chinese are hurt once more", and the gap of misunderstanding grows even bigger. Instead of actually addressing the concrete accusation and deal with it objectively, they get self-righteous and defensive...Example, someone criticises Chinese government for the forceful suppression of protest and dissent in Tibet, instead of studying and asking the question why are the Tibetans protesting, the Chinese netizens (for instance) would give the completely unrelated contra-"argument" about how the Americans killed off the Indians two centuries ago and hense say that they suspect Western critisism (another idiotic and paranoid assumption that there is a united western front against China) has "ulterior motives". Amazing logic isn't it?! Actually I'm quoting from real life.
But amazing actually how unanimous and common the mechanism of this illogical reaction is.


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Also related to the topic of China's poor rights record and its allarming growing influence:

RIGHTS: Rising China Poses Danger to Peace, Say Nobel Laureates http://www.ipsnews.net/news.asp?idnews=49087

Saturday 31 October 2009

Big in Japan : Cheburashka (updated)



Here are two of the posters displayed on two different JR railway stations that actually drew my attention to the new popularity of the Russian cartoon character Cheburashka from my previous post.


Friday 23 October 2009

Big in Kyoto : Jidai Matsuri Festival - Festival of the Historical Ages



Yesterday, in between classes I went to see a yearly event in Kyoto, each October 22nd, on the streets of Kyoto there is a costume procession, a parade which main topic are the different historical ages concerning Kyoto.
The festival is called Jidai Matsuri 時代祭り,Festival of the Historical Ages.
The arrangement of historical periods was from a nearest to the farthest - i.e. from Meiji Period to Heian period.

Actually it was quite fun. The costumes were quite nice. There was a sort of easy-going-ness in the performers (selected among Kyoto citizens, not professional performers)...It was kind of nice bar two things that made me think about other not immediately connected things : Japan's military past and almost absolutely 'trash' present. First one (militarism) was rather strongly felt, especially when a group of very young boys marched with rifles), and with the fact that except few occasions the marchers were predominately men, 60% some kind of warrior type. The second aspect that gave me a not so pleasant feeling was how the young people of the procession (actually come to think about it, the representatives of the modern age) had these blank stares and lack of personality about them, not mentioning the coloured haircuts and strange shoes...
But overall I'm quite impressed by this seemingly grassroots citizen activity that has a very traditional and 'rustic' (in the best way possible) feeling about it.

I did not mistake when I chose to come to Kyoto. It is a marvelous city.
I just wish people had more character...and communicated more.
Otherwise, did I mention, unlike any other important and famous Japanese city, in Kyoto there are no high rise buildings,no neon signs and lights, no airport...
It's like an island within the island.
I like it.
I just wish I was not that lonely and had someone to share it with...
P.S. The pictures used here were not taken by me. I still don't own a digital camera... I borrowed some not so bad photos from a classmate of mine in order to tell you about the event with some images from that same day...He went to a different portion of the parade, but I asked him to borrow me these images...
By the way, I had to leave the procession as I was very late for class, so I missed out the Heian period. Hopefully next year October I will be here and see it again?! Who knows, my plans are really very vague now...